God is the Fulfillment of the Desires He Built into Us

We all have a conscience and a desire and need for the cleansing of our consciences.

“Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love; according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgressions. Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin!” Psalms 51:1-2 ESV

I have written about how we can’t throw out the Old Testament and accept the New Testament in its place, as modern sensibilities might suggest. (See, for instance, Jesus and the “Old Testament God”) The Old Testament is the seed for the New Testament. Everything revealed in the New Testament was first revealed in the Old Testament. The Old Testament finds its fulfillment in the New Testament.

It seems that 21st Century people tend to want to view “the Old Testament God” as something different from the God revealed in the New Testament by Jesus, but Jesus affirmed the Old Testament.  Jesus says that the Old Testament also anticipates and points toward him.

“And beginning with Moses and all the Prophets, he explained to them what was said in all the Scriptures concerning himself.” Luke 24:27

The Bible verse of the day quoted above was prayed by David in Psalm 51. David expressed the desire of all of us when he asked God to have mercy on him, to “blot out” his transgressions, to wash away his iniquity and to cleanse him from his sins. We all have a conscience.

We all have failed our own consciences (let alone God’s standards), and we need cleansing and redemption. This is a deep longing within each one of us.

At the same time, we have the capacity to ignore our consciences and to deny that desire for cleansing and redemption. If we do that too often and too long, our consciences become callous and dull; the desire for redemption diminishes; and we no longer have the sensitivity God built into us that drives us toward Him.

C S Lewis talks about how our desires and our needs have a correlative reality in something that fulfills those desires and needs. He observes that we hunger, and there is food to meet that hunger; we thirst, and there is water to quench that thirst; we have sexual desires, and there is conjugal love we have with another person that fulfills that desire.

The satisfaction is only temporary, however. We have longings for more lasting satisfaction. That those desires are only temporally met and satisfied, says Lewis, suggests that there is something else, something more.

We also have a deeper and more fundamental longing within us to know God and to be known by God, for relationship with God and for eternal life. CS Lewis says that the reality we know, the satisfaction of temporary longings and desires, is some evidence of a more fundamental and satisfying reality that will fulfill our enduring and deepest longings.

The ancient writer of Ecclesiastes was, perhaps, thinking along these same lines when he said that God put eternity into our hearts, yet not so much that we know very much about it:

“He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.” Ecclesiastes 3:11 NIV

I think of these things that CS Lewis says as I read the verse of the day today. David’s cry to God for mercy, to be washed and cleansed from his sins is as fundamental a longing as any desire that human beings have.

If I were a skeptic, I might think that it would be easy to create such a reality in our imagination – a God who forgives sins and is nice to us. Did we create God in our image as a way to placate ourselves?

The reality is fulfilled in the person of Jesus Christ. A real person who existed in history, who walked the Earth in a particular time and place, performed miracles, said extraordinary things and died a most public and humiliating death. Yet, he turned history on its head – so much that our modern calendar, another two thousand years later, is dated in relation to his life.

This person, Jesus, who said that the Old Testament Scriptures, including what David wrote, point toward him, appeared in his body, risen from the dead, by over 500 people who became his undying followers. Many of them followed despite persecution, and some of the followed him even to their own deaths.

Paul, the once Jewish zealot who sought to nip the gathering momentum of the followers of Jesus in the bud, changed his mind on the strength of his own encounter with the risen Jesus. He was one of those more than 500 eye witnesses:

“For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures, and that he appeared to Cephas, then to the twelve. Then he appeared to more than five hundred brothers at one time, most of whom are still alive, though some have fallen asleep. Then he appeared to James, then to all the apostles. Last of all, as to one untimely born, he appeared also to me.” (1 Cor. 15:3-8)

This is not some product of the imagination, trumped up to salve a restless soul from self-incrimination. Paul was no fan of Jesus before his encounter with the risen Jesus. He was completely changed after Jesus appeared in person to him.

Jesus is the divine fulfillment of those desires and longings expressed by David many centuries before. God became man and addressed our deepest longings with the reality to match them and satisfy them.

David, who wrote Psalm 51, lived around the turn of the first millennia BC (1000 BC). Jesus was born one thousand years later.

Of course, a skeptic might say, “What took God so long?”

But God, the maker of heaven and earth, all that is seen and unseen, isn’t like us. He is separate and distinct from the world He created and filled with time, space and matter. God is timeless and immaterial. God’s measure of time is much different than ours. A day to God is like a thousand years, and thousand years is like a day. (See Psalm 90:4 and 2 Peter 3:8)

I don’t know exactly what God would say to that, except that God’s perspective is greater than ours. We are created beings on relatively tiny planet, orbiting a relatively small star in a relatively ordinary solar system. God is the Creator of an utterly immense and perpetually expanding universe. Such a God can also see the beginning from the end, though we can’t fathom it (as the writer of Ecclesiastes says).

In God’s timing and for God’s purposes, the answer to our longings, that He placed in our hearts, is, was and always will be present. He just introduced that answer into the world as we experience it at a particular time and place, and it was just the right time and place:

“But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons.” Galatians 4:4-5

The reality corresponding to our deepest longings and desires was, is and always will be none other than God, Himself!

God emptied Himself of His privilege and status (as the Creator of all things) to inhabit a finite body and live among us (Philippians 2:5-8), fulfilling all that the prophets and writers (who were inspired by God) “saw” and foretold. He provided the ultimate fulfillment of our desires that David expressed: mercy, forgiveness of sins and the cleansing of our consciences, through Jesus, who sacrificed Himself for us, to usher us into a relationship with Himself that we long for – that He created us for.

“And because you are sons, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, ‘Abba! Father!’ So you are no longer a slave, but a son, and if a son, then an heir through God.” Galatians 4:6-7

God, Himself, satisfies our deepest longings. God created us for Himself, and He created us to be fulfilled by Him. Not the least of these desires is for the cleansing of the conscience He gave us.

Our consciences tell us that we don’t add up as we should. Sin means, literally, missing the mark. God provides what we are missing, God provides the math that adds up. In God, we are fulfilled.

4 thoughts on “God is the Fulfillment of the Desires He Built into Us

  1. I’m not a huge fan of the Old Testament. Think about it for a minute. The U.S. has the greatest number of Christians per capita of any country. At the same time, we have more incarcerations per captia of any country… and we have more guns per capita (twice as many as the 2nd-most) of any country… and we spend more on military per capita (more than the 10 next-most countries combined). This is NOT the love, forgiveness and grace advocated by Jesus. All of this is reflective of the eye-for-an-eye mantra of the Old Testament. Imagine if ONLY the New Testament would preached at church. Imagine how different our culture would be. If you REALLY study the New Testament, you will find MANY places where Jesus is NOT consistent with the Old Testament.


    1. This is what I am talking about. Maybe WE are not understanding the Old Testament correctly. See the Sermon on the Mount where Jesus says, “You have heard it said….” and then he goes on to interpret the OT differently than what they have heard. Jesus doesn’t throw out the OT, but he interprets it differently. My ultimate point is that we should interpret it as Jesus does. I do think it more complicated than that (in terms of reconciling the two), but the ultimate take away is that God was all along getting at “love your neighbor as yourself”. (It’s right there in the OT). An “eye for an eye” was a step in the right direction when it was given to the people in that time. Rather than an eye for eye, they would demand much greater (a life for an eye, so to speak). But it was just a step in the progression of God revealing Himself and guiding a barbaric Bronze Age people to the ultimate standard of “love your neighbor as yourself”. This is really my “pet theory” I think (a kind of progressive revelation thesis). I appreciate your response. At the end of the day, I think we need to try to harmonize the OT and NT because Jesus does that. This is one attempt at it.


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